I’m 37

by | Feb 3, 2023 | My Stories

I am 37.
I was raised in Hungary & Austria.
I was born with a hole in my heart.

They said even if I survived, I won’t be able to think nor walk.

My family was full of guilt, broken hearts &given up dreams.
Shiny from the outside, sad from the inside.

I was always happy, kind & strong. Just like my mom wanted me to be.

We moved 9 times in 15 years.
I lost friends, homes & my sense of belonging.

I found significance in being "everyone’s sunshine", then in working hard.

I believed if I was following my heart I could have it all.

I moved 9 times in 11 years, lived in 6 countries.

I changed everything that was not good enough: my surroundings, jobs, friends & my partners.

I was happy, kind & strong. Just as my mother taught me.
I was exhausted, unfulfilled &heartbroken. Just as life taught me.

My life looked exciting from the outside: full of adventures, achievements, beauty & love.

Then I dealt with anxiety, saw my colleagues burning out & my best friend having panic attacks. I just had enough.

I moved to Barcelona to live healthier & to find my purpose.

I started working on myself with coaches & therapists, got trained to be one of them to help others.

I realized, that all the changes I needed to do was inside of me. For my own happiness & for the sake of my relationships.

Today I am living a life of connection, belonging & fulfilment. I am a healthy, wholehearted woman living her dreams.

If my journey resonates with you, feel free to let me know.

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